Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Dis morning u sms mi out of e blue, @ 1st i tot it e alarm clock went off as i set my alarm ard tt time when u sms-ed me on my phone... Although u asked me tt question which i did not ans directly but i know u would know e ans to that qn by e reply that i gave to u... I dun know how mean i mean to u, but u mean a lot to mi.... After a few sms-es tt u send, i feel so blue & lost... wondering wad i done so far is rite? Am i wasting my time? If i asked would u say yes? Should i con't to wait? Shld i con't wad was plan on ur b'day?The feeling con't to to with me till i start work... The whole afternoon was real bz... Orders keep coming in... Lose my temper when in work today....
So sad n heartbroken to see Alan dis evening @ hospital, thought he look fine on e outside, i can see tt he is in pain & suffering....His blood pressure was below average n was having a fever bt 38 to 40 degree... Plastiers were on both his arms due to blood test, needles & tubes were on his right arm... can see tt he is in pain.. Really hope he can recover fast... May the Lord's peace, strenght, love to be with him even at these time..
Write with no regret
9:20 pm
9:20 pm

